Day 3
George Wishart was the Bishop of Edinburgh in the 17th and was condemned to death. He
would have been executed, but when he was on the scaffold he made use of a
custom that allowed the condemned person to choose one psalm to be sung, and he
chose Psalm 119. Before two-thirds of the psalm was sung, his pardon arrived
and his life was spared.
The passage I read was
Psalm 119:25-40
You can find that passage here:
My summary of the
passage is this:
Ok, so wow! If you
have never studied some of the history involved with and the way that the Psalm
was written, please do. Way more info
than I could ever put here. Very
interesting to study and there is plenty very useful information to apply to
our lives.
You may already know that Psalm 119 is the longest Psalm,
but did you know it is also the longest chapter in the Bible? That being said, I will be unable to
summarize this passage in context and instead will take it as I see it
individually written (as many sections of this chapter were likely written at
different points of David’s life making it difficult for one to pin down one
single idea or flow from one section to the next).
This particular
passage may have been written following David’s indiscretions in my opinion. I say this because it seems as though his
humble approach and request for revival from the Lord is almost
apologetic. I get the general feeling
that David is confessing to God that his own way didn’t work and he is in need
of the Lord to teach him, make him understand, strengthen him, remove
dishonesty from him, be merciful to him, and in all ways help David to acknowledge
and delight in walking in the will of the Lord.
Again, I cannot say for sure this is following David’s adultery and
murder sins as it could just be his general desire for the Lord to improve upon
him and not a sorrowful request following a falling. Either way, I definitely encourage you to
read this passage for yourself and I’d encourage you more so to take a gander
at some of the many studies done of Psalm 119.
So much great information out there on it and so many books written just
based on this one Psalm.
As I reflect:
My soul clings to the dust…. What a dramatic depiction. I am trying to imagine the emotion and
thought pattern that one might feel to cause this to be written. Think about it. Your soul clinging to the dust. That’s gotta be like the lowest feeling
ever. You gotta really be down I
think. Revive me according to your
word. Regardless of how bad this person
(whom I believe was David but has been argued from multiple stand points over
the years) felt, they knew to not only call upon the Lord, but they knew how to
do so. They didn’t call out to God to
save them the way that they wanted to be saved.
Instead, they called for revival “according to Your word”. From here on out, the rest of the passage
seems to intently focus on the level of devotion offered by the Psalmist to the
Lord and the Lord’s word, statutes, law, testament (as does much of the entire Psalm).
Now, I dare not say that I can compare myself to this
Psalmist in his level of devotion to the law, though I wish that I could and
hope that perhaps one day I will find myself as devoted for the right reasons. I see in myself often a lack of this type of
full devotion to seek after every word that comes from the Lord’s mouth and
fully apply it to my life. I think
personally that a lot of Christians seem to have this same problem. We have this solid stance on Christ but a
wishy washy stance on things we aren’t ready to let go of that hinder us from
walking with Him. Our sins often occur
as a direct result of us trying to find ways around some of the uncomfortable
stuff we may read or hear about in the Bible.
We may try to make excuses or be sneaky about not fully applying the
word to our lives in every crevice, but there is always the need for just
that. David doesn’t weasel his request
around the discomfort of change here. He
doesn’t request the Lord to come in and save the day sweeping David off the
ground and setting him back on the throne.
Instead His request seems heartfelt as a confession that his own ways
and his own plans just don’t work without the Lord. He makes his request known plainly and it
seems to me like he doesn’t count a price in his request. There is no consideration for what he may
lose or go through for the Lord to answer his prayer. I believe that’s because his motive for the
request was right. He didn’t seek
knowledge or wisdom for pride sake, but because he knew as I know that the Word
of God can give life and take it away.
The Word of God is given power when we fully apply it to our life. We can’t be fake in approaching God as we ask
for Him to make changes that may be uncomfortable or turn our entire life
upside down. We need to trust in the
lord fully in every crevice of our lives and not just here or there. This may mean sacrifice. But, I believe as David did, that there is no
possession or comfort so great that I would consider keeping it over walking in
all that the Lord has for me both in this life and in the next.
You know what? I
totally get why so many books are written on this Psalm. I look up and see multiple paragraphs and
I’ve only written on the first 2 verses I reflected on so far. Lol. I think, instead of writing a book myself
here, I’m just going to continue my reflections off line. As for applicability daily… I’d say I can take from this passage that my
life requires devotion to God’s word and will in my life regardless of what
comfort zones I may be taken out of.
When someone says to me, “you know it could just be God telling you
______, etc”, I must not take my comfort zones into consideration when
pondering the message received. I
encourage you also Christian, allow your comfort zones to become lowest
priority when considering the will of God in your life and in the lives of
those around you. I think we will both
find that we will become more effective in the delivery of the Word if we take
this approach.
My response to the
Lord:
Lord, my Father whom I am able to approach with anything, I
know that you are faithful and I know that you will complete the work begun in
me. I lift up your name for all that you
have done and will do for everything that you do is good and you are worthy of
glory for it. Even your very word is to
be glorified Lord. I am thankful to be
able to consider myself adopted into your family. To be a member of the most high have meant
everything to me Father. Your accepting
me in and forgiving me and being merciful and then blessing me with grace after
grace has meant more than words can imply to my soul. Thank you Father. I remember the day I got laid off. I remember that morning coming to you in
prayer. I remember a point in prayer
where I actually felt fear because I was praying for you to align my life to
your will and I knew that that was going to mean change. At the time, I stopped and laughed with you
about how foolish it was of me to fear change in that manner when you are to be
trusted with every aspect of my life.
How could I ever trust you to save my eternal soul but not trust you to
direct my path of employment? I smirk now at myself then and wonder how many
more times in life I might look back and say, “I was so foolish not to trust
you more.”? I don’t want this to be one
of those times Father. I ask you as the
Psalmist asked you, strengthen me according to your word. Make me understand the way of your precepts. When I fall, Lord revive me according to Your
word. Remove from me anything that is
not of You and grant me Your law graciously.
Lord, do not put me to shame, but help me to run the course of Your
commandments and enlarge my heart. Teach
me Your statutes and incline my heart to Your testimonies and not to
covetousness. Turn away my eyes from
looking at worthless things, and establish Your word to Your servant who is
devoted to fearing You. Turn away my
reproach which I dread, For Your judgments are good. Behold, I long for Your precepts; Revive me
in Your righteousness. I pray this to
you my Father in the name of your Son Jesus Christ.